Minneapolis

         I arrived to Minneapolis Minnesota last night a midnight. It was a long flight from anchorage to seattle. Then Seattle to Minneapolis. All together the flights were 6 hours. I freaked out on the plane to minneapolis, because i just realized how far i was going. I thought about my family and my daddy in anchorage.
        I wanted to get off the plane and go home to anchorage, but the flight attendant calmed me down, and gave me a windows pad to watch movies. I watched the peanut movie, and it was pretty good. I didn't really watch it when the kids watched it back at home. The movie was so sweet, and i was feeling the same way charlie brown was. He was scared, and i was scared.
       Thats was the first time leaving myself, and out of state. It was a good flight in, but i was super tired on the plane. When i got off i was wide awake and couldn't go to bed until 4 something this morning. Im still trying to get use to the time difference. I think thats what messing me up, is that i am use of alaska time so my body still thinks its at that time but really we are 3 hours ahead.
        I thought that me traveling by myself and going to the places ive never been before would be okay. But thats not right, because i was so overwhelmed. I had a headache the whole flight to seattle, and got some ibuprofen going to minneapolis. I couldn't stop thinking about me being by myself. It got to me on the plane and i wanted my parents so bad. I dislike it when i have panic or anxiety attacks.
      I already want to go back. Im so nervous about meeting new people and just the conferences in general. My breakfeast this morning is supper yummy. I ordered some bacon, eggs, hash brown, with a bagel n some cheese. It came along with a chilled juice so i got a V8. It also came with jam, so i put some strawberry jam. It came with coffee too, but i already ordered coffee before that so im like stocked on coffeeee! :D