Today is Fridayyy! :) I'm super duper excited right now, like you don't even know. I have been waiting for this day since, Sunday. I swear it always feels like we barely have a weekend, but you really do. It may seem like that to me because i barely do anything on saturday or sunday. I probably not even going to do anything today. Probably, just hang out with my friends and maybe my nephew too.
   It is finally winter her on St. Paul!! The roads were a little slippery yesterday, and i had to go to the store. So, the roads are icy right? I'm driving a honda too, which means i get to go drifting. Thats what i did when i went to the store yesterday, the whole way i was speeding, well not literally speeding, and doing zig zags on the road. It was so much fun, i forgot how much fun winter is even thought its really cold out. I mean hey! Just bundle up when you want to go have some fun in winter.
    I made me some dark roast coffee today, because my mom said thats the best coffee in the morning. I've been making whatever was still ground up in the box, but it tasted watery all the time. I think it was because it was half steam and coffee. I like it when its full coffee, because i would be wide awake after that. But, im a pretty big fan of coffee when it comes to school, or babysitting. I can rarely drink energy drinks(but i do) because i have anxiety, and asthma. It would just make it worse and i my heart isn't suppose to be racing to much.
   Another i would like to talk about is how hot the dang school is all the time. Not because of the weather but because of the heat in the school. I can't be in heat to long I would start coughing and it would feel like i was having a heat stroke which maybe i am, and maybe I'm not. So, i would literally go outside and be out there for a couple minutes everyday to keep my self stable. I tried telling my teacher just a little bit ago that it way to hot in the school. I mean like, hey, we are not that old? I'm not trying to be mean but it feels like I'm at the senior center or something. You know how hot it is in your grandparents house or and old relative? It seems like its always hot.
    When i went out to anchorage for a bit I couldn't breathe when i was at my cousin monicas, which my kooka was staying there too and my papa. So, it was always hot in their and i would burn up so bad i would be outside for like  20 minutes.  The other day i was there they were making some soup and or something and the oven was on, it got so hot in there, and thats when i couldn't breathe. It felt like my chest was getting tighter, and tighter. It told my mom that and she said go outside for a bit. Then we went to the clinic to see why that happened, and they said that i have asthma. That wasn't the first time they have told me that last year they said that i might have asthma. But, my parents didn't believe them so, i threw away my inhaler.
 But i know i have been talking about the randomest things. I know that randomest isn't a word but im my world it is. Today i hope everybody has a great today. You know why? Because it Friday the fun day of the week. Yes, friday is a fun day. Its the start of your weekend, and the beginning of happy memories, if there isn't that much drama going around. But, back to what i was saying Happy Friday, and may you day be great just like you!

    So yesterday, I watched the ouija movie, and it wasn't what i expected. It was kind of scary to me. I watched some of it with my class at 2 till 3. The class it was in was for my music appreciation class, but most of us are already done with it, we just have to wait to take the final test. I didn't think the blonde girl was already going to die in the beginning of the movie. I thought she was going to die in the middle. And, i also didn't think she would of hung herself.
   The next movie im going to watch today is Annabelle, Step Up All In Part 2, and The Maze Runner. Im like really looking forward to it today. I would like to watch these movies will my mom today after school. If she isn't watching the kids after school. I really hope im going to like to movie Annabelle. Annabelle is a cute name actually, but i think the movie just ruins it all, if someone wanted to name there daughter that. Do you think people who named there daughter that, that people that she was evil, just because the way she acted? I would think of something like that, but that would just be wrong to do.
     Another thing i would like to talk about is my personal life kind of. I woke up late this morning again, on accident. I passed out pretty early last night again, and forgot to turn my alarm on. So, my sister decides to wakes us up 10 minutes before we have to go to school. If she was so butt hurt to wakes us up that late. She shouldn't have woken us up. She could of just went to work. So she started yelling at us and everything. Started yelling at presten. Which isn't new to me. Everybody yells at presten. But, i got so mad that i yelled pretty loud coming out of the room, which means i sounded pretty crazy. Because when i am very angry, my voice gets really ugly and mean. That shut everybody up for a little bit, but they just kept arguing and arguing. So, i said i was going to walk to school. Presten, also walked with me to school because they kept yelling at him. But you probably think this is pointless to even talk about. But, hey! I have nothing else to talk about so lets just talk about the most random things. You know, where go from here right? Im going to stop talking about that.
    This week went by really fast. It's already going to be Friday tomorrow!! I'm really excited, because all i want to do tomorrow is just hang out with my little nephew and my mom. I haven't seen that kid in forever! He never comes by so my mom can watch him while monty goes to work. But i think sam has been watching him all day, which we don't know why. I've been there all his life ever since he was four months. Now, he is 2 years old. He is grown so much the past few year. Seeing him walk, and talk, just melts my heart. I have taught him a lot of things. I even taught him how to pound it. You know? With you fists? Its so cute, because when i come up to him, im always like pound it baby. I also taught him how to say cool huh? Its so amazing how cute he sounds when he says it. He says huh so loud.

Movies

     Today, i feel like talking about movies, because I've been trying to find the movie the pyramid online for ever! I guess someone band most of the websites that you can go and watch the movie on. Its kind of said because we can't go to any theaters or anything. We wouldn't have the movie here probably for awhile. Thats what sucks living on a small island, you get to catch up on a lot of stuff. I really love scary movies. Even though i would be covering my face and only looking at the corner of the screen when a scary part comes on. But, i try to hurry up and look and see what happened. And, i think this movie would be really interesting to me. People going into old pyramids, you never know what's going to be in their.
     Next, the other movie i want to watch is the Ouija Movie. I love supernatural movies and scary movies. I think thats like kind of my hobby now a days. Why i think this would be amazing to watch is because i always heard people say never play with a ouija board at all. Now, they have a movie about a ouija board. Whats really interesting to me about this movie is that i want to know what happens if you play it. I think i only watched 5 minutes of it but the two girls are playing it, and i don't think anything happens until further on. But the blonde girl says never play the ouija board by yourself. Sooo, I'm very excited to watch this movie too.
     The other movie that i REALLY REALLY want to watch is Annabelle. I think that one would be really scary because i hate dolls. Dolls, just look so creepy and realistic to me. And, the commercials make it look interesting because they say annabelle came before the conjuring. If annabelle came before conjuring they should of made annabelle before conjuring. It makes sense to me, but Yes i think this movie would be pretty creepy. The doll is just creepy itself, i mean just look at her! She is just staring at you because the eyes just seem like they are looking at you all the TIME! But lets go on to the next movie.
    So on, the other movie that i would love to watch, which isn't a horror movie. I would like to watch the step up all in part 2. The guy in there is like soo cute. But, i love how all the dance movies are, you know? They just have it easy i think. When they dance, their moves look so slick. I wish i could dance that good. The other reason why i like this movie is because of some of the romantic parts in the movies. But i think i am done talking about that movie because it covers it.
   Last, but not least the other movie that i would like to watch is......... The maze runner. The maze runner looks really interesting to me because in the previews it looks pretty deadly. Not, like deadly deadly, but hard and stuff. It would be such an adrenal rush being of the people doing the maze run. In tight spaces as it shows in the preview damn i probably would of fainted or something. It looked really hard to get through that maze. What i think my body is to curved to go through a wall like that. But these are all the movies that i would love to watch.

My week

      This week, i moved back to my parents house because i just couldn't take it anymore that I'm giving them attitude when technically they were for yelling at me. Of course I'm going to give you attitude if you talk to me or yell at me like that. I don't take crap from anybody, i can tell you that. But, its not good to be like that but i don't care i will treat them the way they are treating me. So i didn't tell my sister that i moved back to my moms yet, but i think she wont be surprised because i was going to this weekend but just stayed at my friends house the whole weekend.
      It was really fun though. My weekend was pretty good actually, even yesterday was really fun. I went walking with my brother, and a couple of my friends. I was like so hyper to the max all day, well after lunch at least. Then, a little bit at the end of the night we went a ride with of my best friends it was really fun and chill.
     I got to drive though. I think everybody was scared of my driving because they weren't used of my driving a ford. I don't like fords but i just like this one type because its blue. The trucks brand that i really love are Chevrolet, because they're always just so beastly. But, back to my topic, what was it anyway? Just kidding but yeah i watched movies and hung out with my friends practically all weekend.
    On Tuesday, i went shopping for my mom after school and my sister. I was pretty much just doing errands all day. After i went to the store, I had to go to the post office. But, i forgot to check the mail... Because i had to give some mail to Mercy and pay for some stamps. I had to add up how much it costed by myself, then she made sure that i was right. And guess what?!?  I was right, and it only took me like 30 seconds to figure it out.
    Then later that day i went and helped my sister clean this duplex for some money. I had to vacuum, do the dishes, but she didn't tell me to do the dishes i just wanted to. There was like only 3 cups and some silverware. The cups had like mold in them, and i was so disgusted. She was mopping and sweeping, and doing the laundry. I cleaned the downstair bathroom, and vacuumed upstairs. But, thats was pretty much my day i think. I went home and waited till dinner was done, but it took to long so I went and hung out at my friends house for about an hour. Then we watched as above so below, it was so scary, until... the ending. I really thought they weren't going to make it out alive, and i didnt think that they would find out how to control there fears that are holding them back because they were in the regular catacombs, and then they found another way to go but it was the entering of hell! I thought i was going to have nightmares because of that movie, but the ending just messed it all up.
     

    I cant believe it snowed on the weekend!! It was so sad when i woke that morning, I looked outside and it was so bright that i couldn't even keep my eyes open. But, i really don't know what to talk about though, so its just going to be all mixed up. My weekend was pretty fun, we celebrated on friday because on the Thursday was my birthday! I really don't want to grow up so fast. I wouldn't even know what to do at that point. I would probably go to college and get a job

   Today, we are having a book fair this week and my shift is at 5-7 with Selena. I am very excited about that. I cant wait to see all the kids come and go. Even, if they just want to get a book that has something inside of it, because i have seen kids just get a book to get whatever it was inside of it. I think its cool that kids love to read. I really don't like to read that much, but i still read, Right?

  So, I'm really excited that i might leave for christmas! My sister Monique is still out in anchorage. I am happy that monty left Friday to go spend thanksgiving with her. I wouldn't want her to be alone on the holidays. Her birthday is coming up next month too! Thats going to be a tough time even for the holidays. She has the strength though, I felt bad that she wasn't even here for my 17th birthday.