I arrived to Minneapolis Minnesota last night a midnight. It was a long flight from anchorage to seattle. Then Seattle to Minneapolis. All together the flights were 6 hours. I freaked out on the plane to minneapolis, because i just realized how far i was going. I thought about my family and my daddy in anchorage.
I wanted to get off the plane and go home to anchorage, but the flight attendant calmed me down, and gave me a windows pad to watch movies. I watched the peanut movie, and it was pretty good. I didn't really watch it when the kids watched it back at home. The movie was so sweet, and i was feeling the same way charlie brown was. He was scared, and i was scared.
Thats was the first time leaving myself, and out of state. It was a good flight in, but i was super tired on the plane. When i got off i was wide awake and couldn't go to bed until 4 something this morning. Im still trying to get use to the time difference. I think thats what messing me up, is that i am use of alaska time so my body still thinks its at that time but really we are 3 hours ahead.
I thought that me traveling by myself and going to the places ive never been before would be okay. But thats not right, because i was so overwhelmed. I had a headache the whole flight to seattle, and got some ibuprofen going to minneapolis. I couldn't stop thinking about me being by myself. It got to me on the plane and i wanted my parents so bad. I dislike it when i have panic or anxiety attacks.
I already want to go back. Im so nervous about meeting new people and just the conferences in general. My breakfeast this morning is supper yummy. I ordered some bacon, eggs, hash brown, with a bagel n some cheese. It came along with a chilled juice so i got a V8. It also came with jam, so i put some strawberry jam. It came with coffee too, but i already ordered coffee before that so im like stocked on coffeeee! :D
Monday, May 2, 2016
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
I was going to take a final today in small engines class, but i couldn't get authorized! I wasn't even notified about the final. Which kind of mad me very upset about so im going to write about it! Today, Is practically the last day im going to be in school. I wont be here for next week for my last week of school. We get on the 6th, but i wont get back till the 8th.
I am kind of happy that im getting out of school! I am getting tired of the person being annoying towards me. And yes, im going to write about it if i want too. I might even post it on facebook. I would like to say thank you to her for bettering me! Because all she taught me was not to be like her, make sure i love the people that care about me, and not push people away.
I really like that the last year, i was suffering from her being disgusting towards me. Giving me the ugliest looks or make looks when i enter the room. She is just teaching people not to be like her because who is even going to like that? The funny part is that i dont even know what i did to her to make her this way towards me for the past two years. It makes me love myself even more.
But deep down i think its crazy and breaks my heart. I have no right to be treated like this! It shows how petty and weird she is. I am a loving caring person. Who cares about everyone especially her. Because its just me and i like it. I also have an amazing personality. I love to be goofy, and hyper. I love making people laugh and have a great time. Even, if it makes me look stupid. i have a furious heart about people picking on people. Or even picking my family. I am very protective about that.
Im really sad that this is my last year of highschool! Let's just say spend the time wisely and make good decisions. Do not underestimate yourself, believe in yourself. Because you never know if its only you who believes in your dreams. Never get down to there level, be the better person. But for me that was really hard, because my presence just messes her up.
I am kind of happy that im getting out of school! I am getting tired of the person being annoying towards me. And yes, im going to write about it if i want too. I might even post it on facebook. I would like to say thank you to her for bettering me! Because all she taught me was not to be like her, make sure i love the people that care about me, and not push people away.
I really like that the last year, i was suffering from her being disgusting towards me. Giving me the ugliest looks or make looks when i enter the room. She is just teaching people not to be like her because who is even going to like that? The funny part is that i dont even know what i did to her to make her this way towards me for the past two years. It makes me love myself even more.
But deep down i think its crazy and breaks my heart. I have no right to be treated like this! It shows how petty and weird she is. I am a loving caring person. Who cares about everyone especially her. Because its just me and i like it. I also have an amazing personality. I love to be goofy, and hyper. I love making people laugh and have a great time. Even, if it makes me look stupid. i have a furious heart about people picking on people. Or even picking my family. I am very protective about that.
Im really sad that this is my last year of highschool! Let's just say spend the time wisely and make good decisions. Do not underestimate yourself, believe in yourself. Because you never know if its only you who believes in your dreams. Never get down to there level, be the better person. But for me that was really hard, because my presence just messes her up.
Randoms
I'm leaving tomarrow! Like, how exciting! My neice courtney will be waiting for me at the airport with my parents! Im like, so going to cry very hard when i see her. Laugh out loud, just kidding, i will cry a little bit but not to much. Im so excited for her to sleep with me too! I'm going to wake up with her and take her to school with my dad. I hope we go and have dinner that night i get in.
The book Paper towns is by John Green. It's about the boy named Quentin and his neighbor. Who he has a crush on and her names is Margo. They were 9 years old in the beginning of the book. At the end, they were seniors graduating. The movie came out in 2015, and was directed by Jake Shreier.
The three things I like about thebook is that it has more detail. As in, it had a little detail. When he was finding the clues in the movie. I liked how it took him awhile in the book, but fast in the movie. Another thing i liked was Margo in the book. It felt like i can relate to her. She seemed nice and cool.
In the movie it was face-paced. I didn't like it because it was an amazing book and wanted it to be the exactly same. I liked the characters, Margo, Q, Radar, Angela, Ben and Lacey Pemberton. They were the best, bestfriends anyone can have. I also liked how they cling together, it warmed my heart.
The book i reccommend this to is my sister sophia. She would like the mystery and details about the book. Another thing is i think she likes a little adeventure and mysterious things going on, I think she would like the movie because it was pretty fun, because ben was just hilarious. Another reason would be because the movie isn't that long because its not so specific as the book.
The book Paper towns is by John Green. It's about the boy named Quentin and his neighbor. Who he has a crush on and her names is Margo. They were 9 years old in the beginning of the book. At the end, they were seniors graduating. The movie came out in 2015, and was directed by Jake Shreier.
The three things I like about thebook is that it has more detail. As in, it had a little detail. When he was finding the clues in the movie. I liked how it took him awhile in the book, but fast in the movie. Another thing i liked was Margo in the book. It felt like i can relate to her. She seemed nice and cool.
In the movie it was face-paced. I didn't like it because it was an amazing book and wanted it to be the exactly same. I liked the characters, Margo, Q, Radar, Angela, Ben and Lacey Pemberton. They were the best, bestfriends anyone can have. I also liked how they cling together, it warmed my heart.
The book i reccommend this to is my sister sophia. She would like the mystery and details about the book. Another thing is i think she likes a little adeventure and mysterious things going on, I think she would like the movie because it was pretty fun, because ben was just hilarious. Another reason would be because the movie isn't that long because its not so specific as the book.
Thursday, April 14, 2016
Champions for Change
I have been accepted to go to Minessota i think to atttend some conferences about Native people! Like, to have a steady healthy life, you know? I thinks thats an amazing experience for me. Going down to AMERICA! LOL I dont think my mom approves though. It's super far and i haven't been there before.
If thats the case, how i am i going to go do things on my own without experiencing them? Its would be great to do that, but then at the same time i just have bad anxiety. Like, thinking about it and wondering where i am going? Who am i going with? I think thats all my mom is worried about is me leaving and not knowing whats going on basically.
I think its great impact on my family and friends to see my achieving stuff and doing things to better the future of our little cousins/ family/friends. I am sure as hell excited i got picked out of 5 people. I did it because i didnt think they would pick me. But turns out that i was one of the five people to get picked. Its so cool to have that on my resume and transcript.
I have two more paragraphs to do im so excited about that! I just dont know what to say. Like, mmm the boys taco salad smells so yummy. I want to have some like so badd! But they probably wont let me! I love salad, like any kind of salad basically!
Tomarrow is friday and i am so excited about that! I get to go hang out with my sister sof and watch netflix! I hope i get too because i dont know what to do this weekend! Should i babysit? Should i just stay home till im not sick anymore?
If thats the case, how i am i going to go do things on my own without experiencing them? Its would be great to do that, but then at the same time i just have bad anxiety. Like, thinking about it and wondering where i am going? Who am i going with? I think thats all my mom is worried about is me leaving and not knowing whats going on basically.
I think its great impact on my family and friends to see my achieving stuff and doing things to better the future of our little cousins/ family/friends. I am sure as hell excited i got picked out of 5 people. I did it because i didnt think they would pick me. But turns out that i was one of the five people to get picked. Its so cool to have that on my resume and transcript.
I have two more paragraphs to do im so excited about that! I just dont know what to say. Like, mmm the boys taco salad smells so yummy. I want to have some like so badd! But they probably wont let me! I love salad, like any kind of salad basically!
Tomarrow is friday and i am so excited about that! I get to go hang out with my sister sof and watch netflix! I hope i get too because i dont know what to do this weekend! Should i babysit? Should i just stay home till im not sick anymore?
I have ten more paragraphs to do! Thats like a lot of of blogs i haven't done in awhile. I can not believe i let myself behind that bad. I mean hey its not that hard to catch up but it is hard to think of something to say, you know?
Like, what i am doing right now is me just writing what im thinking basically. I just wish i can be done with the school work, but actually not be done with school. Does that make any sense at all? It does for me because i want to be here and stuff, but just dont want to do the work.
Let me guess you guys are going to say senioritis right?! Yeah basically, well kind of not really. Like, i am there but not there at the same time. You know? It's just hard to focus when people are on your back about this that you do know about already. It justs kind of makes me upset just a little.
Like someone saying i have to go to private school because of my anger. Girl, you're the one that flipped because i was doing me boo. Chill out, you don't have to be in my business all the time. Like, you talk about people staying out of your business, when your up in mine. I have no idea what i did. But seriously stop! Its getting annoying and childish!
Thats why i kind of want to leave this school, because there is a lot of childish people here, who act so mature. But deep down you do know that your not because the way you have been acting. But lets not all get raddle up because of this. Im just expressing myself. Rather than holding it in, and explode on you like the last time.
Like, what i am doing right now is me just writing what im thinking basically. I just wish i can be done with the school work, but actually not be done with school. Does that make any sense at all? It does for me because i want to be here and stuff, but just dont want to do the work.
Let me guess you guys are going to say senioritis right?! Yeah basically, well kind of not really. Like, i am there but not there at the same time. You know? It's just hard to focus when people are on your back about this that you do know about already. It justs kind of makes me upset just a little.
Like someone saying i have to go to private school because of my anger. Girl, you're the one that flipped because i was doing me boo. Chill out, you don't have to be in my business all the time. Like, you talk about people staying out of your business, when your up in mine. I have no idea what i did. But seriously stop! Its getting annoying and childish!
Thats why i kind of want to leave this school, because there is a lot of childish people here, who act so mature. But deep down you do know that your not because the way you have been acting. But lets not all get raddle up because of this. Im just expressing myself. Rather than holding it in, and explode on you like the last time.
Something
I had a job interview on tuesday! I think it went really great. I was the best person in the room because i made eye contact, kept speaking clearly. It was just amazing to see how they reacted to my answers. I think it was funny because i was being straight forward with them. Some of the questions were silly, but alright.
I have to talk to Ms.Newman about my job, because they asked when is the earliest i can start. But i have no idea when i could start. I have no idea if i can start when im still in school. I have to worry about my math class. Another thing i have to worry about is my online class mainly. I've been at a D since I had the class.
About the online class they said i get 3% up on my grade, but it only moves like a 1%. It kinds of getting irritating because i send them like 4 or 5 pages at once. That including the front and back. I just don't get it at all. That's what really is making overwhelmed a lot this week.
Another thing thats me making overwhelmed is my parents keep telling me to sign up for UAA already. I will, when i am ready alright!? I'm tired of people forcing me to do shit when i really dont want too. But i guess its alright if its for my future right?! NO, I am sick and tired of people bossing me around.
Now i have one paragraph to write about, but i dont know what to say. Should i talk about what i did the past two days i was sick? Or talk about school and life? What about the struggles i may or are having in this day and age? I just don't know what to say anymore.
I have to talk to Ms.Newman about my job, because they asked when is the earliest i can start. But i have no idea when i could start. I have no idea if i can start when im still in school. I have to worry about my math class. Another thing i have to worry about is my online class mainly. I've been at a D since I had the class.
About the online class they said i get 3% up on my grade, but it only moves like a 1%. It kinds of getting irritating because i send them like 4 or 5 pages at once. That including the front and back. I just don't get it at all. That's what really is making overwhelmed a lot this week.
Another thing thats me making overwhelmed is my parents keep telling me to sign up for UAA already. I will, when i am ready alright!? I'm tired of people forcing me to do shit when i really dont want too. But i guess its alright if its for my future right?! NO, I am sick and tired of people bossing me around.
Now i have one paragraph to write about, but i dont know what to say. Should i talk about what i did the past two days i was sick? Or talk about school and life? What about the struggles i may or are having in this day and age? I just don't know what to say anymore.
Whatever
I got my new shoes last week! I love them because they are blue.. That's like my favorite color, out of all the colors in the world. I don't know why i like the color blue but i do love the way it looks on me. So, I'm wearing a blue shirt, pants, and my navy blue shoes.
I am getting really frustrated about school going to be over soon for me. Im not really ready for it, but im tired of being here. I want to go and experience things, but at the same i dont want too. Im afraid i wont have the courage too do this on my own. Go out to anchorage on my own, but i have family and friends there to help me.
I have to start signing up for things. Doing the scholarship applications and admission for UAA. Its very frustrating trying to get everything done before the deadlines come up. I think the hardest part its actually doing the application and answering the questions. Making sure you have everything that you need.
I am kind of getting tired of someone giving me attitude everytime i ask or say something about graduation or steaming my gown. I asked about that like two weeks ago. I knew i was already going to be busy working on my scholarships, and trying to get everything situated. But, i don't know what to do. I have to get my picture taking to ask Ms. Rodgers about invitations.
Im just getting overwhelmed super fast about everything. Time is going by fast. I dont like it at all. I want this to be my life forever. I am so not ready to go on my own and be a big girl. Thats not a bad thing either. Of course you will be at this stage like everyone else. So don't flatter yourself.
I am getting really frustrated about school going to be over soon for me. Im not really ready for it, but im tired of being here. I want to go and experience things, but at the same i dont want too. Im afraid i wont have the courage too do this on my own. Go out to anchorage on my own, but i have family and friends there to help me.
I have to start signing up for things. Doing the scholarship applications and admission for UAA. Its very frustrating trying to get everything done before the deadlines come up. I think the hardest part its actually doing the application and answering the questions. Making sure you have everything that you need.
I am kind of getting tired of someone giving me attitude everytime i ask or say something about graduation or steaming my gown. I asked about that like two weeks ago. I knew i was already going to be busy working on my scholarships, and trying to get everything situated. But, i don't know what to do. I have to get my picture taking to ask Ms. Rodgers about invitations.
Im just getting overwhelmed super fast about everything. Time is going by fast. I dont like it at all. I want this to be my life forever. I am so not ready to go on my own and be a big girl. Thats not a bad thing either. Of course you will be at this stage like everyone else. So don't flatter yourself.
Friday, March 25, 2016
My story
I heard a screech in the vents in the abandon mini mall, near the music room. So I went to check it out, finding a bunch of rodents running around. This would be a chill spot to hang out for a minute. Until i figure out what to do.
I start to think if my friends are worried about me? Would they take the time to find me? Should I leave some clues for them? I hope Q helps them out with the clues I left, at my house. He's a genius when it comes to me.
Im in the music room and theres a bunch of old cd's and disc's. Maybe, i should put some clues in here since they know about my cosset tapes, and old record discs in my room. So i start looking through them onlt to find the song i left for that at my house. I leave clues everywhere in that music room. My nail polish, which Q should remember that day we took on revenge that its mine.
What if there not lookaing at all and only Q is. I know i seem like a person who doesn't care about anything, but i do. I love the friends i have and hope i didnt scare a lot of them. Most of them are porbably still doing day to day life.
My parents are right Im mischievious kid. Who doesnt listen to my parents. Who runs away from her problems. Who cares?! I know they dont because my parents were there but werent at the same time. I always felt not loved and like i was the odd one out of the family.
I start to think if my friends are worried about me? Would they take the time to find me? Should I leave some clues for them? I hope Q helps them out with the clues I left, at my house. He's a genius when it comes to me.
Im in the music room and theres a bunch of old cd's and disc's. Maybe, i should put some clues in here since they know about my cosset tapes, and old record discs in my room. So i start looking through them onlt to find the song i left for that at my house. I leave clues everywhere in that music room. My nail polish, which Q should remember that day we took on revenge that its mine.
What if there not lookaing at all and only Q is. I know i seem like a person who doesn't care about anything, but i do. I love the friends i have and hope i didnt scare a lot of them. Most of them are porbably still doing day to day life.
My parents are right Im mischievious kid. Who doesnt listen to my parents. Who runs away from her problems. Who cares?! I know they dont because my parents were there but werent at the same time. I always felt not loved and like i was the odd one out of the family.
Thursday, March 17, 2016
Last weeks 10 paragraphs i think
So our internet was done. So i had to write my blogs on paper. But, its alright because i dont have to do much! So i think winter is here! Its like so white out! I kind of see the ice pack i think!
The weather is like super chilly! But if you go for a walk and be dressed up properly. You'll be fine! I cant believe we have this much snow already! I thought we weren't going to have winter. I hope it doesnt last long!
What if we had winter to spring and summer?! That could happen, but would it! I think it would be cool so it would be nice when my birthday comes around. Then it would feel like spring/winter in November! I'm going to keep dreaming for it! Just kidding i dont know about that!
I hope these last couple days dont effect me as much! I wasn't in school Thursday after noon, Friday(whole day) and Mondayy. Now our internet is down and my online teacher doesn't even know i think! I hope she finds out soon because i dont want it to really effect me as much. I should go talk to Ms. Newman and see what i can do about it.
We have a long weekend! Even though i just had one! I think im going to actually do more this time! The last time i was being lazy! thie time i want to have fun and make memories! With friends and family!
Ive been reading this book called Dreadful sorry. Its about this girl thats a junior in school with her friends who are seniors. She has knightmares sometimes, and has a fear of water. EWhich gets me kind of because im afraid of bodies of water, because i cant swim. Neither can she.
Mollys parents got a divorce recently. Her dads already married! But i dont know if Molly likes her dads wife Paulette. I think she 15 years older than Molly. So they wont have trouble communicating or getting along.(hopefully) They both quit there jobs and live in Bangor, Maine.
They have a plan to open a bed and breakfeast! At their house to make more money! Trying sometihng different they wanted too do! I wonder how Moly feels about that! If they were some strangers and stuff in there house with them,
Im on the chapter when she is on the plant to go see her dad. She made a friend on the plane for just a little bit. She saw paulette but didnt really acknowledge with her compliments! Saying she can braid her hair tomorrow.
Paulette said her dad had an accident today... First thing that popped up in her head was hes dead! But paulette just said he fell offf his ladder. She was like, Okay hes alive! He fell and broke his ankle, hes on the couch waiting for you.
The weather is like super chilly! But if you go for a walk and be dressed up properly. You'll be fine! I cant believe we have this much snow already! I thought we weren't going to have winter. I hope it doesnt last long!
What if we had winter to spring and summer?! That could happen, but would it! I think it would be cool so it would be nice when my birthday comes around. Then it would feel like spring/winter in November! I'm going to keep dreaming for it! Just kidding i dont know about that!
I hope these last couple days dont effect me as much! I wasn't in school Thursday after noon, Friday(whole day) and Mondayy. Now our internet is down and my online teacher doesn't even know i think! I hope she finds out soon because i dont want it to really effect me as much. I should go talk to Ms. Newman and see what i can do about it.
We have a long weekend! Even though i just had one! I think im going to actually do more this time! The last time i was being lazy! thie time i want to have fun and make memories! With friends and family!
Ive been reading this book called Dreadful sorry. Its about this girl thats a junior in school with her friends who are seniors. She has knightmares sometimes, and has a fear of water. EWhich gets me kind of because im afraid of bodies of water, because i cant swim. Neither can she.
Mollys parents got a divorce recently. Her dads already married! But i dont know if Molly likes her dads wife Paulette. I think she 15 years older than Molly. So they wont have trouble communicating or getting along.(hopefully) They both quit there jobs and live in Bangor, Maine.
They have a plan to open a bed and breakfeast! At their house to make more money! Trying sometihng different they wanted too do! I wonder how Moly feels about that! If they were some strangers and stuff in there house with them,
Im on the chapter when she is on the plant to go see her dad. She made a friend on the plane for just a little bit. She saw paulette but didnt really acknowledge with her compliments! Saying she can braid her hair tomorrow.
Paulette said her dad had an accident today... First thing that popped up in her head was hes dead! But paulette just said he fell offf his ladder. She was like, Okay hes alive! He fell and broke his ankle, hes on the couch waiting for you.
Wednesday, March 2, 2016
My day yesterday!
I had a lot of fun visiting my niece and nephews yesterday! I played with vladimir for a bit. We played with some of his toy trucks. I sware this kids loves playing racing games. He loves to race with me with his dump trucks. Its hard not running him over because we go to fast sometimes.
I played with avery after that too! He is just to cute man, i love him! We played peeka boo, and "im gunna get you." Sometimes he loves to scratch or like pinch you when he gets really excited! He pinches super hard! When he does do that i yell owe or say it out loud. He will look at me serious until i smile. Like he's thing," Aunty, you better smile or i will be sad!" So i would smile and laugh, he would come over to me and throw himself on me.
After i played with the boys i went and saw my kooka for a bit. She thought i was 17! I was like laugh out loud kooka no 18! Im going to be 19 this year and 20 next year!! We have to think for awhile and it just hit us! She was like, i remember when you were just little! I was like i know right?! Times flying by super fast and its scaring.
We talked about school and stuff. I told her i was getting bullied. She told me to kick her ass, but as a joke not for real. She just told me to keep my head high and don' stoop to their level. Its hard but i am getting this down i think. But i love her! She gives me the best advice i can ever ask for! I love you kooka!
After visiting my kooka i went back over to play with girls instead of the boys. Because they were waiting of me and i took like half n hour or soo. I played Sardines i think thats what its called with brittney and kadyn. It was very hard because its almost like blind mans bluff, but i guess you have to use your voice. So they spun me like 18 times, but kadyn spun me 10 times before and then she said okay now you do it. So i was super dizzy trying to feel for the wall and the floor. It was fun but hard and brittney kept laughing at me! After that we played hide and go seek.
I played with avery after that too! He is just to cute man, i love him! We played peeka boo, and "im gunna get you." Sometimes he loves to scratch or like pinch you when he gets really excited! He pinches super hard! When he does do that i yell owe or say it out loud. He will look at me serious until i smile. Like he's thing," Aunty, you better smile or i will be sad!" So i would smile and laugh, he would come over to me and throw himself on me.
After i played with the boys i went and saw my kooka for a bit. She thought i was 17! I was like laugh out loud kooka no 18! Im going to be 19 this year and 20 next year!! We have to think for awhile and it just hit us! She was like, i remember when you were just little! I was like i know right?! Times flying by super fast and its scaring.
We talked about school and stuff. I told her i was getting bullied. She told me to kick her ass, but as a joke not for real. She just told me to keep my head high and don' stoop to their level. Its hard but i am getting this down i think. But i love her! She gives me the best advice i can ever ask for! I love you kooka!
After visiting my kooka i went back over to play with girls instead of the boys. Because they were waiting of me and i took like half n hour or soo. I played Sardines i think thats what its called with brittney and kadyn. It was very hard because its almost like blind mans bluff, but i guess you have to use your voice. So they spun me like 18 times, but kadyn spun me 10 times before and then she said okay now you do it. So i was super dizzy trying to feel for the wall and the floor. It was fun but hard and brittney kept laughing at me! After that we played hide and go seek.
Tuesday, March 1, 2016
Randoms
I am getting sick and tired of this little girl screwing
with my brain sometimes. I mean like hey, I'm sorry i overawe you! Like,
i can not do anything without her thinking its about her or whatever i
do. I don't know what to do because I'm trying to be the adult in this
situation since i am one :P It makes me feel like i did something wrong
but i know that i didn't because i don't even talk to her. She just has
to get into my business sometimes.
I have only like 2 more months of high school left! I am like super excited about this! It doesn't even feel like i have done four years of high school already! Let's just say the times flies by hella fast! Seems like I'm only like a sophomore but i am senior!
Soo, we have to find a song for our graduation! Anyone have anything in mind? I think this might be a little harder because we don't know what genre we want. But, i think i might want something not so sad but sad. Laugh out loud, because it would make it the best moment of all. Well thats what I think.
I am still waiting for my gown to get here. Well i dont know if its here or not. But i have to get ready for a lot of things. Like, the invitations, and my speech! I have like 2 months to do this, I got's this! I can not believe they messed up on my gown two times! First it was the height, and the second was the color.
I just can not believe its my time to shine on my special day with my friends! I'm so glad that Andrey is going to be graduating with his original class! I'm super stoked about that, because that guy is like another brother to me. I think after our graduation it is going to be a blast! I mean hey its friday the 13th right!?
I have only like 2 more months of high school left! I am like super excited about this! It doesn't even feel like i have done four years of high school already! Let's just say the times flies by hella fast! Seems like I'm only like a sophomore but i am senior!
Soo, we have to find a song for our graduation! Anyone have anything in mind? I think this might be a little harder because we don't know what genre we want. But, i think i might want something not so sad but sad. Laugh out loud, because it would make it the best moment of all. Well thats what I think.
I am still waiting for my gown to get here. Well i dont know if its here or not. But i have to get ready for a lot of things. Like, the invitations, and my speech! I have like 2 months to do this, I got's this! I can not believe they messed up on my gown two times! First it was the height, and the second was the color.
I just can not believe its my time to shine on my special day with my friends! I'm so glad that Andrey is going to be graduating with his original class! I'm super stoked about that, because that guy is like another brother to me. I think after our graduation it is going to be a blast! I mean hey its friday the 13th right!?
Thursday, February 4, 2016
I couldn't answer six questions on my Russian test. I dont know if it would effect my grade pretty bad or not. I probably got like a B i hope :) I feel like i should of put more effort in it, but i did the best i can. At least i answered the other 36 questions. But let's just hope i get a good grade and finish my blogs.
Man this morning i couldnt take it. Like, i just dont like how someone can be so sad or upset over something and not let it go. But, maybe they just dont have to capability to control their anger, because they keep there emotions to themselves. Or whatever you would like to call it. I just would like to say some prayers for them and help them through their struggles.
Im actually having a lot of fun in gym class! We are like dancing, and moving our arms around. Doing some stomp the yard stuff, and its pretty legit! I just like how we are actually doing something different. It amazing on how fast we just picked up the movements and our routine!
I'm trying to finish my paragraphs but it looks like my time is almost up. But i hope she didn't grade everything yet because i have to finish a couple paragraphs and do some blog responses. We actually did some of our dance moves with music today. It went really good. We had some ripals or hand movements like, "follow the leader".
I A'sd my shop test like last week or whenever that was. I have a couple more sentences to right lets see if can do it before three o clock. Which is like in ten minutes! So i think i got's this! OOO my song is on! Welcome to my house! Baby take control now! We can't even slow down! We dont even have to go out! Welcome to my house!
Man this morning i couldnt take it. Like, i just dont like how someone can be so sad or upset over something and not let it go. But, maybe they just dont have to capability to control their anger, because they keep there emotions to themselves. Or whatever you would like to call it. I just would like to say some prayers for them and help them through their struggles.
Im actually having a lot of fun in gym class! We are like dancing, and moving our arms around. Doing some stomp the yard stuff, and its pretty legit! I just like how we are actually doing something different. It amazing on how fast we just picked up the movements and our routine!
I'm trying to finish my paragraphs but it looks like my time is almost up. But i hope she didn't grade everything yet because i have to finish a couple paragraphs and do some blog responses. We actually did some of our dance moves with music today. It went really good. We had some ripals or hand movements like, "follow the leader".
I A'sd my shop test like last week or whenever that was. I have a couple more sentences to right lets see if can do it before three o clock. Which is like in ten minutes! So i think i got's this! OOO my song is on! Welcome to my house! Baby take control now! We can't even slow down! We dont even have to go out! Welcome to my house!
Randoms!
My nephew is just too stinking cute! U have to see this picture of him yesterday that i took! I love how excited he gets when he sees me! It melts my heart every time i see him. Can't believe he's already one.
I don't know what to do today! Its our Friday, because we have parent teacher conferences on Friday. I think i might ask my brother Jared to come to my conferences. But, i don't know if he has work or not. He will still come to my thing if I ask him.
I wonder what I'm going to make for dinner today! I made some spaghetti and shit yesterday! I didn't like that taste though. Because i used hamburgers instead of ground beef because its cheaper. I accidentally bought the smokey flavored. I just don't like the taste so i really didn't like the dinner. But the boys said it was good.
I think we might just eat junk food today like, pizza, cereal, or sandwiches. I have some tuna, so we might just have sandwiches with some chili and rice. I feel like that would be okay, you think? Yeah we will be fine for the night, laugh out loud. It is just whatever they want i guess.
Did i tell you guys i downloaded like a lot of Kevin Gates yesterday or a couple days ago?? Its like amazing. I also just downloaded like a lot of rap songs. Which i don't know if i like or not because they are pretty hardcore. Let's just hope i dont annoy people with my new rap songs :P
I don't know what to do today! Its our Friday, because we have parent teacher conferences on Friday. I think i might ask my brother Jared to come to my conferences. But, i don't know if he has work or not. He will still come to my thing if I ask him.
I wonder what I'm going to make for dinner today! I made some spaghetti and shit yesterday! I didn't like that taste though. Because i used hamburgers instead of ground beef because its cheaper. I accidentally bought the smokey flavored. I just don't like the taste so i really didn't like the dinner. But the boys said it was good.
I think we might just eat junk food today like, pizza, cereal, or sandwiches. I have some tuna, so we might just have sandwiches with some chili and rice. I feel like that would be okay, you think? Yeah we will be fine for the night, laugh out loud. It is just whatever they want i guess.
Did i tell you guys i downloaded like a lot of Kevin Gates yesterday or a couple days ago?? Its like amazing. I also just downloaded like a lot of rap songs. Which i don't know if i like or not because they are pretty hardcore. Let's just hope i dont annoy people with my new rap songs :P
Songs
I downloaded a lot of music since the beginning of the week. I downloaded like some Rihanna, and Adele. I love the song Hello, and When we were young by Adele. The songs i like by Rihanna are, Sex with me, Love on the Brain, and Work. I really love the song WORK though! Because Drake's verses though.
Some other songs i like are Bake Sale by Wiz Khalifa! That is like my jam too! But Best Friend by Young thug is real good too! I just wanted to get some new songs. But! Pillowtalk by Zayn is like the best too! But the bestest is MY HOUSE by Flo Rida! :D
I love this amazing song called S.O.B by Nathaniel Rateliff! I LOVE the instrumental, or background music. I love his singing it justs warms my soul. Like i feel his love in this song. I feel the pain he may have felt. I just get this song I think.
Slow songs that i like are 7 years by Lukas Graham. It just gets me too! I just love how soft his voice is in this song. Another song that i really like that's country is by Maren Morris called My Church. But i really like this song One Call Away by Charlie Puth. I just love slow songs and love songs or whatever you want to call them.
The best songs out of all them are by Travis Scott called Antidote. The second top song is Walking on a dream by Empire of the Sun. The third bestest song is Ex's & Oh's.But the next song would have to be Don't by Bryson Tiller. The last song would have to be Jam by Kevin Gates ft Trey Songs, Ty Dolla $ign, and Jamie Foxx! :)
Some other songs i like are Bake Sale by Wiz Khalifa! That is like my jam too! But Best Friend by Young thug is real good too! I just wanted to get some new songs. But! Pillowtalk by Zayn is like the best too! But the bestest is MY HOUSE by Flo Rida! :D
I love this amazing song called S.O.B by Nathaniel Rateliff! I LOVE the instrumental, or background music. I love his singing it justs warms my soul. Like i feel his love in this song. I feel the pain he may have felt. I just get this song I think.
Slow songs that i like are 7 years by Lukas Graham. It just gets me too! I just love how soft his voice is in this song. Another song that i really like that's country is by Maren Morris called My Church. But i really like this song One Call Away by Charlie Puth. I just love slow songs and love songs or whatever you want to call them.
The best songs out of all them are by Travis Scott called Antidote. The second top song is Walking on a dream by Empire of the Sun. The third bestest song is Ex's & Oh's.But the next song would have to be Don't by Bryson Tiller. The last song would have to be Jam by Kevin Gates ft Trey Songs, Ty Dolla $ign, and Jamie Foxx! :)
Monday, February 1, 2016
Senior Year
I'm graduating in like three months! That's like super crazy! I have to like work on my speech too! Because i have no idea what I'm going to write. Mainly just showing my support to my family, teachers, and my experiences. Isn't that what it's all about?!
Today there's an honors assembly.. But I don't think i got anything because of my online class. Another reason would be because of my college prep. Which i am not taking anymore. It was D and they just put the same grades down.
I really wanted to go get it. But if i REALLY wanted it i probably would be getting it at 11. I just have to keep pushing myself to the point where i have no choice but to do it. I just want it because my parents really want me to get honor roll and stuff. But it's just hard, because of my online class.
Man I made my coffee really weak this morning. I woke up at 2:30 am and stayed up until 5:30 am. I couldn't fall back to sleep, because i was super hot. Another reason is that i slept most of the day away. So i am kind of well rested but i don't know at the same time.
My parents left yesterday for my mom's check ups. I can't believe she can't take anymore of the back injections for the pain. I guess you have a time limit or how long you can take those. So this time they are going to burn her nerves. So she can't have feeling in her lower back,because that's where the pain is in her nerves. Which I'm scared because we both don't know the procedure, and are very cautious about surgery's or whatever they do on your back.
Today there's an honors assembly.. But I don't think i got anything because of my online class. Another reason would be because of my college prep. Which i am not taking anymore. It was D and they just put the same grades down.
I really wanted to go get it. But if i REALLY wanted it i probably would be getting it at 11. I just have to keep pushing myself to the point where i have no choice but to do it. I just want it because my parents really want me to get honor roll and stuff. But it's just hard, because of my online class.
Man I made my coffee really weak this morning. I woke up at 2:30 am and stayed up until 5:30 am. I couldn't fall back to sleep, because i was super hot. Another reason is that i slept most of the day away. So i am kind of well rested but i don't know at the same time.
My parents left yesterday for my mom's check ups. I can't believe she can't take anymore of the back injections for the pain. I guess you have a time limit or how long you can take those. So this time they are going to burn her nerves. So she can't have feeling in her lower back,because that's where the pain is in her nerves. Which I'm scared because we both don't know the procedure, and are very cautious about surgery's or whatever they do on your back.
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