I was so happy that my mom came in on sunday!! I missed her so much! Monday, well today, is p-jay day. I was so irritated that whole morning until I came home at lunch time and changed my outfit. After school i had to go grocery shopping for the big dinner we are having tomorrow. We are going to have roast, mashed potatoes, with suddenly salad, and vegetables. So, i went to the store and got everything. But, i think it was kind of cold that day, while i was riding the honda.
       Tuesday, for red ribbon weak it was jersey day! So, the jersey i wore was my dads! It said the Aleut Corporation and #33. Lol i thought it was funny that it said that because i was using a water bottle that said aleut corporation. So i was just repping to aleut corp. But i wore that all day until i went home. It made me miss my dad, since he had been gone for like ever! I think he is going to come in on  Sunday!! Hopefully! Also, my grandma might be coming in the same day as my dad too. Thats why he didn't come in with my mom because my grandma wanted him to leave with her on the plane. I always hated landing and taking off because I'm scared of heights too! But, i would always pray before we take off and her and latch on to the armchair, and close my eyes. I would always get butterflies.
      Yay, today is HALLOWEEN!! I'm like so ready to wear my costume. I am going to be a pirate wench. It is so nasty outside today, its really windy. Yesterday, it was really windy too, i almost flew off the bike and the bike would have came with me too it felt like. I was riding a honda, and i had to really turn to the left because i got scared again. The last time that happened my nephew was on the bike and the back tires went up because we were going like 30-40 miles an hour. The wind lifted us up, and dragged us to the right and almost crashed. But, I was driving so, were good. I cant wait to go get ready at lunch time and curl my hair!
     Later, after lunch it was pretty fun, we just played some games and watched movies. I didnt want to go to lunch here because i had to get ready and all that good stuff. I think it was really fun going on the parade with everyone. I felt like I was special when we were just walking around and showing off our costumes. Courtney was really scary. Her face mask was really disgusting, because it had maggots  coming out of her face.
   After the carnival, i have a halloween party to get ready for. So, i had to pick out the decorations for my friends. It was really fun getting the decorations up at the apartment. I picked out a banner, with some witches, skeleton body, and a big pumpkin. Then, we put some big halloween clothes by the doors, so it can look pretty cool. I think that night was really fun.
   

FRIDAYYY

Fridayy, is suuch a goodd dayy! :D We had an honors assembly this morning. I totally thought that i was going to get honor roll, but i guess not. I had 2 C's thats why. Andd they were suppose to be high c's if you wanted to get honor roll. I mean crap, it aint a d or an f, it should count in my opinion. We even got out early this morning after the honors assembly. It was like 11:30. All through lunch,went to the store,  i curled my hair, and ate a chimichanga! IT was soo good! My hair looks really pretty today too! Wanna see? Also, i am very hyper today because its FRIDAY!

Love my blue haiir! 

        This week feels like its going by so slow! Im so tired today... It feels like I've been drained with a vacuum.  If that makes sense to you, but it does to me :p I don't want to work on this university group work we are doing in class, but you have to get it done one way or another. I don't want anyone feeling left out, if they aren't doing the work they are supposed too.
         I talked to my sister today, she said her surgery went good! Thank god! I was so scared of her getting surgery, when she is a pregnant! But i guess they had to do that to get her cervix stapled or something like that. Her cervix were good already my ma said. She also has to take shots every two weeks till the baby is born i think.
         They are doing these procedures on her so she doesnt have a early pregnancy, and a early baby. I have a niece that was born too early. Her bones are really small, she's a cute petite little girl. She is 10 years old, and one time her "friends" were picking on her saying she small. So i told them not to pick on her because she was born to early, thats why she is the way she is. I love her for being her. Also, i had a baby nephew that passed away because he was born way to early. His name is Connor Isaac Lestenkof. He would of been like 11 if he was still with us.
     Im just glad that everything went well, and we might be leaving on christmas to go see her. But, i dont know if i can make it because we wont have enough money. Lets just hope my parents will give a ticket for my present. Thats if i get one, lol just kidding like they wouldn't give me one. But hey that happened before, because we were to broke.
        I cant wait until my grandma and my dad come in on Sunday. I havent seen them since i came back home. Im glad that my grandma wants to start staying up here in her house. That means we will always have dinners on special occasions, and everyone will be happy. Like how it was my papa was alive. We would always have dinners with the family and everyone will just be having fun, play games and that good stuff.

   Today, isn't a really good day, because i have been up since 5:30 am! Which, i went to bed at like 1. I feel like poop! I didn't even want to get sick at all. But, the whole school is mostly sick, and i ended up getting sick. So i couldn't go back to bed after i woke up this morning because i had a hard time breathing because my nose was so stuffed. Through out the whole day my nose was bothering me.
   Tuesday morning was very, very interesting. Y'all ready to hear what I'm going to say?? I got into a fight today, because this girl has been this way towards me for way too long. I talked to the super-intedent about her before this even happened. I told her this was going to be dealt with I was going to flip out. So, i finally did it! But, i got in trouble kind of, because i hit her first. THEN, our principal was trying to tell me that I NEED HELP!? Like, seriously?! I warned you before this all happened. You didnt solve the problem you made it worse. Because the girl used that excuss that i would call ms newman on her. Because i did before cuz i wanted to get to the bottom of why she is, the way she is towards me. 
    After she tried to say i needed help, i looked at her and said, OH HELL NO! Walked out, and slammed the door. She can say whatever she wants about me, but i know ive done the right thing even if its wrong. She had it coming because she was just snobby to me for like ever, which i do not know why. So i tried to get to the bottom of this and talk it out, but that didnt work. So i went to my last resort was, to fight her. I did a little bit, but i stopped because i saw my teacher come over trying to control it. After, he crabbed her i stopped, but kept walking up to her and saying stuff which i dont remember. I'm just lucky it didnt get really bad. I'm glad i wasnt throwing punches. 
   This is my second time getting into a fight about treating me wrong or my friends. I messed up this girl that was talking smack to me infront of my face trying to say my friends are a bad word. She thought i was the one talking smack to her and she was coming up to me and asking if i wanted to fight, so i said yes after she started talking about my friends in front of everyone in the store. After we were done with that fight her face had so much pumps and bruises. 
  I wanted to talk about this in my blog because i had to let it out. I never want to or like to fight, but when it comes down to it. I will do it, for the best, and for the worst. Im not a bad person, people may think that because of my past. But, we all make bad decisions and regrets. I'm not going to regret this one because after that happened i felt lifted. My stress, and anger towards her was gone. I felt new and improved. But that may seem weird because i just made a bad choice. I don't care what people think anymore i know what i done, and no holding back.  My parents and family are not mad at me because they know how she was towards me. I think the teachers and students are against. 

BERING SEA WEEK

       Today,  i went reindeer hunting. That was my first time experiencing reindeer hunting, so my best friend and I were being really mischievous. The teacher, well the leader almost told our teacher to take us back to the bus, because we were laughing to loud i guess. But, he told him that we would be quite from now on, which we were. Then, when we had to go crawling to get closer to the reindeer, they made us stay back because we were wearing bright jackets. But, they gave a choice to take our jackets off, which we didn't want to because it was really cold, and windy. So, we hung out by the sled for awhile, because everyone just left us. And, our teacher was trying to say that he didn't leave us at all, which that is not true. He kept going with the class, and left us by ourselves unattended. So, we went back to the van, and after we came back from the school, we had to talk to our principal about what happened, and she didn't listen to what i had to say, she just said answer her question. Her question was did you leave to go back to the bus? I said yes. I tried to tell her that our teacher left us unattended because your not suppose to leave us like that.
       So, Tuesday, we had a choice to work in study hall with anna, or work in the library. I decided to work in the library so I can get my online class done. I'm like way behind in that class, because being out in anchorage, and didn't get started on it till the next week i was here. You know why? Because my teacher took that long to get me a user name and password. So i worked on that all morning until snack time. So, now, I'm working I'm blogger, which i need to do for last week too, Im so sad that i missed last week. I wasn't even thinking at that time. I think that we have to be in the library all day, catching up on things. I'm all caught up on rest of my classes, except I have to do a blog about last week.
       Thursday morning was a really gross morning. But, at 8, it was alright because we were working with seth. Later, we dissected a kittiwake, and cleaned it. The kittiwake that I had a really strong smell to it. I probably gaged like 20 times. But, i was like no, you have to experience this. So i still kept cutting the stomach open, cut the stomach from the rest of the body parts. Next, i had to get the lungs and heart detached. Last, but not least the liver, but it was already done when I cut everything else off. The next part i had to was the worst. I grabbed the intestines and started pushing everything down from the insides, and it was so gushy. In the stomach their was like sand i think, and some sea shells, bits and pieces.   After, we had to gather everything that we got out of the bacterial water from inside the intestines, drain it, and put all the stuff that was in it, in a ziploc bag.
     For the next morning, i think I'm just going to be working on class stuff, such as my  blog. That's all that I have to catch up on, i hope. I know you guys probably think that I'm a very boring blogger, but the thing is that i really dont know how to use or anything. So, basically i just type what i did or whats on my mind. Whats on my mind right now is that I want to go home and just relax till i have to go back to the school. It's totally weird that we are having bering sea days in the beginning of the school year. But, its probably because we have a new superintendent. I kind of liked it being at the end of the school year, rather than now. Its way to windy to be outside in the fall. Well, the end of fall. Also, i heard that its because of the weather at the end of the school, but i think the weather is better later, than now.

Last Week

   The first week i was back was really fun. I hung out with my sister Sophia, Krista, Nahlu, and my Uncle Pete, most of the week.  We hung out and made some dinner a couple of times. I got my pfd that week. We also went honda riding which was really fun, but boring at the same time. We barely did anything that week. We just went to the store got dinner and munchies then went up to my moms or my uncle Pete's.
    Next, we made some spaghetti and salad, my sister and I. That was like, my second time in my life making spaghetti. Just kidding i lied thats probably like my third time making spaghetti. I had fun, making the meat, the noodles, and heating the sauce. My sister gathered the stuff to make some salad. Later, we relaxed and watched some movies.
   The next day, I went to school and she went to work, of course. After school, i went and hung out with Selena for a bit. Then, later I went to my sisters to go and see her and baby, since they came in that day. I was so excited to my see my little nephew again. He was gone for 2 and a half months. But, I saw him, when i was out there. He was so happy to see, and couldn't stop say aunty this, aunty that. It melted my heart so much, i just missed that.