I was going to take a final today in small engines class, but i couldn't get authorized! I wasn't even notified about the final. Which kind of mad me very upset about so im going to write about it! Today, Is practically the last day im going to be in school. I wont be here for next week for my last week of school. We get on the 6th, but i wont get back till the 8th.
I am kind of happy that im getting out of school! I am getting tired of the person being annoying towards me. And yes, im going to write about it if i want too. I might even post it on facebook. I would like to say thank you to her for bettering me! Because all she taught me was not to be like her, make sure i love the people that care about me, and not push people away.
I really like that the last year, i was suffering from her being disgusting towards me. Giving me the ugliest looks or make looks when i enter the room. She is just teaching people not to be like her because who is even going to like that? The funny part is that i dont even know what i did to her to make her this way towards me for the past two years. It makes me love myself even more.
But deep down i think its crazy and breaks my heart. I have no right to be treated like this! It shows how petty and weird she is. I am a loving caring person. Who cares about everyone especially her. Because its just me and i like it. I also have an amazing personality. I love to be goofy, and hyper. I love making people laugh and have a great time. Even, if it makes me look stupid. i have a furious heart about people picking on people. Or even picking my family. I am very protective about that.
Im really sad that this is my last year of highschool! Let's just say spend the time wisely and make good decisions. Do not underestimate yourself, believe in yourself. Because you never know if its only you who believes in your dreams. Never get down to there level, be the better person. But for me that was really hard, because my presence just messes her up.
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
Randoms
I'm leaving tomarrow! Like, how exciting! My neice courtney will be waiting for me at the airport with my parents! Im like, so going to cry very hard when i see her. Laugh out loud, just kidding, i will cry a little bit but not to much. Im so excited for her to sleep with me too! I'm going to wake up with her and take her to school with my dad. I hope we go and have dinner that night i get in.
The book Paper towns is by John Green. It's about the boy named Quentin and his neighbor. Who he has a crush on and her names is Margo. They were 9 years old in the beginning of the book. At the end, they were seniors graduating. The movie came out in 2015, and was directed by Jake Shreier.
The three things I like about thebook is that it has more detail. As in, it had a little detail. When he was finding the clues in the movie. I liked how it took him awhile in the book, but fast in the movie. Another thing i liked was Margo in the book. It felt like i can relate to her. She seemed nice and cool.
In the movie it was face-paced. I didn't like it because it was an amazing book and wanted it to be the exactly same. I liked the characters, Margo, Q, Radar, Angela, Ben and Lacey Pemberton. They were the best, bestfriends anyone can have. I also liked how they cling together, it warmed my heart.
The book i reccommend this to is my sister sophia. She would like the mystery and details about the book. Another thing is i think she likes a little adeventure and mysterious things going on, I think she would like the movie because it was pretty fun, because ben was just hilarious. Another reason would be because the movie isn't that long because its not so specific as the book.
The book Paper towns is by John Green. It's about the boy named Quentin and his neighbor. Who he has a crush on and her names is Margo. They were 9 years old in the beginning of the book. At the end, they were seniors graduating. The movie came out in 2015, and was directed by Jake Shreier.
The three things I like about thebook is that it has more detail. As in, it had a little detail. When he was finding the clues in the movie. I liked how it took him awhile in the book, but fast in the movie. Another thing i liked was Margo in the book. It felt like i can relate to her. She seemed nice and cool.
In the movie it was face-paced. I didn't like it because it was an amazing book and wanted it to be the exactly same. I liked the characters, Margo, Q, Radar, Angela, Ben and Lacey Pemberton. They were the best, bestfriends anyone can have. I also liked how they cling together, it warmed my heart.
The book i reccommend this to is my sister sophia. She would like the mystery and details about the book. Another thing is i think she likes a little adeventure and mysterious things going on, I think she would like the movie because it was pretty fun, because ben was just hilarious. Another reason would be because the movie isn't that long because its not so specific as the book.
Thursday, April 14, 2016
Champions for Change
I have been accepted to go to Minessota i think to atttend some conferences about Native people! Like, to have a steady healthy life, you know? I thinks thats an amazing experience for me. Going down to AMERICA! LOL I dont think my mom approves though. It's super far and i haven't been there before.
If thats the case, how i am i going to go do things on my own without experiencing them? Its would be great to do that, but then at the same time i just have bad anxiety. Like, thinking about it and wondering where i am going? Who am i going with? I think thats all my mom is worried about is me leaving and not knowing whats going on basically.
I think its great impact on my family and friends to see my achieving stuff and doing things to better the future of our little cousins/ family/friends. I am sure as hell excited i got picked out of 5 people. I did it because i didnt think they would pick me. But turns out that i was one of the five people to get picked. Its so cool to have that on my resume and transcript.
I have two more paragraphs to do im so excited about that! I just dont know what to say. Like, mmm the boys taco salad smells so yummy. I want to have some like so badd! But they probably wont let me! I love salad, like any kind of salad basically!
Tomarrow is friday and i am so excited about that! I get to go hang out with my sister sof and watch netflix! I hope i get too because i dont know what to do this weekend! Should i babysit? Should i just stay home till im not sick anymore?
If thats the case, how i am i going to go do things on my own without experiencing them? Its would be great to do that, but then at the same time i just have bad anxiety. Like, thinking about it and wondering where i am going? Who am i going with? I think thats all my mom is worried about is me leaving and not knowing whats going on basically.
I think its great impact on my family and friends to see my achieving stuff and doing things to better the future of our little cousins/ family/friends. I am sure as hell excited i got picked out of 5 people. I did it because i didnt think they would pick me. But turns out that i was one of the five people to get picked. Its so cool to have that on my resume and transcript.
I have two more paragraphs to do im so excited about that! I just dont know what to say. Like, mmm the boys taco salad smells so yummy. I want to have some like so badd! But they probably wont let me! I love salad, like any kind of salad basically!
Tomarrow is friday and i am so excited about that! I get to go hang out with my sister sof and watch netflix! I hope i get too because i dont know what to do this weekend! Should i babysit? Should i just stay home till im not sick anymore?
I have ten more paragraphs to do! Thats like a lot of of blogs i haven't done in awhile. I can not believe i let myself behind that bad. I mean hey its not that hard to catch up but it is hard to think of something to say, you know?
Like, what i am doing right now is me just writing what im thinking basically. I just wish i can be done with the school work, but actually not be done with school. Does that make any sense at all? It does for me because i want to be here and stuff, but just dont want to do the work.
Let me guess you guys are going to say senioritis right?! Yeah basically, well kind of not really. Like, i am there but not there at the same time. You know? It's just hard to focus when people are on your back about this that you do know about already. It justs kind of makes me upset just a little.
Like someone saying i have to go to private school because of my anger. Girl, you're the one that flipped because i was doing me boo. Chill out, you don't have to be in my business all the time. Like, you talk about people staying out of your business, when your up in mine. I have no idea what i did. But seriously stop! Its getting annoying and childish!
Thats why i kind of want to leave this school, because there is a lot of childish people here, who act so mature. But deep down you do know that your not because the way you have been acting. But lets not all get raddle up because of this. Im just expressing myself. Rather than holding it in, and explode on you like the last time.
Like, what i am doing right now is me just writing what im thinking basically. I just wish i can be done with the school work, but actually not be done with school. Does that make any sense at all? It does for me because i want to be here and stuff, but just dont want to do the work.
Let me guess you guys are going to say senioritis right?! Yeah basically, well kind of not really. Like, i am there but not there at the same time. You know? It's just hard to focus when people are on your back about this that you do know about already. It justs kind of makes me upset just a little.
Like someone saying i have to go to private school because of my anger. Girl, you're the one that flipped because i was doing me boo. Chill out, you don't have to be in my business all the time. Like, you talk about people staying out of your business, when your up in mine. I have no idea what i did. But seriously stop! Its getting annoying and childish!
Thats why i kind of want to leave this school, because there is a lot of childish people here, who act so mature. But deep down you do know that your not because the way you have been acting. But lets not all get raddle up because of this. Im just expressing myself. Rather than holding it in, and explode on you like the last time.
Something
I had a job interview on tuesday! I think it went really great. I was the best person in the room because i made eye contact, kept speaking clearly. It was just amazing to see how they reacted to my answers. I think it was funny because i was being straight forward with them. Some of the questions were silly, but alright.
I have to talk to Ms.Newman about my job, because they asked when is the earliest i can start. But i have no idea when i could start. I have no idea if i can start when im still in school. I have to worry about my math class. Another thing i have to worry about is my online class mainly. I've been at a D since I had the class.
About the online class they said i get 3% up on my grade, but it only moves like a 1%. It kinds of getting irritating because i send them like 4 or 5 pages at once. That including the front and back. I just don't get it at all. That's what really is making overwhelmed a lot this week.
Another thing thats me making overwhelmed is my parents keep telling me to sign up for UAA already. I will, when i am ready alright!? I'm tired of people forcing me to do shit when i really dont want too. But i guess its alright if its for my future right?! NO, I am sick and tired of people bossing me around.
Now i have one paragraph to write about, but i dont know what to say. Should i talk about what i did the past two days i was sick? Or talk about school and life? What about the struggles i may or are having in this day and age? I just don't know what to say anymore.
I have to talk to Ms.Newman about my job, because they asked when is the earliest i can start. But i have no idea when i could start. I have no idea if i can start when im still in school. I have to worry about my math class. Another thing i have to worry about is my online class mainly. I've been at a D since I had the class.
About the online class they said i get 3% up on my grade, but it only moves like a 1%. It kinds of getting irritating because i send them like 4 or 5 pages at once. That including the front and back. I just don't get it at all. That's what really is making overwhelmed a lot this week.
Another thing thats me making overwhelmed is my parents keep telling me to sign up for UAA already. I will, when i am ready alright!? I'm tired of people forcing me to do shit when i really dont want too. But i guess its alright if its for my future right?! NO, I am sick and tired of people bossing me around.
Now i have one paragraph to write about, but i dont know what to say. Should i talk about what i did the past two days i was sick? Or talk about school and life? What about the struggles i may or are having in this day and age? I just don't know what to say anymore.
Whatever
I got my new shoes last week! I love them because they are blue.. That's like my favorite color, out of all the colors in the world. I don't know why i like the color blue but i do love the way it looks on me. So, I'm wearing a blue shirt, pants, and my navy blue shoes.
I am getting really frustrated about school going to be over soon for me. Im not really ready for it, but im tired of being here. I want to go and experience things, but at the same i dont want too. Im afraid i wont have the courage too do this on my own. Go out to anchorage on my own, but i have family and friends there to help me.
I have to start signing up for things. Doing the scholarship applications and admission for UAA. Its very frustrating trying to get everything done before the deadlines come up. I think the hardest part its actually doing the application and answering the questions. Making sure you have everything that you need.
I am kind of getting tired of someone giving me attitude everytime i ask or say something about graduation or steaming my gown. I asked about that like two weeks ago. I knew i was already going to be busy working on my scholarships, and trying to get everything situated. But, i don't know what to do. I have to get my picture taking to ask Ms. Rodgers about invitations.
Im just getting overwhelmed super fast about everything. Time is going by fast. I dont like it at all. I want this to be my life forever. I am so not ready to go on my own and be a big girl. Thats not a bad thing either. Of course you will be at this stage like everyone else. So don't flatter yourself.
I am getting really frustrated about school going to be over soon for me. Im not really ready for it, but im tired of being here. I want to go and experience things, but at the same i dont want too. Im afraid i wont have the courage too do this on my own. Go out to anchorage on my own, but i have family and friends there to help me.
I have to start signing up for things. Doing the scholarship applications and admission for UAA. Its very frustrating trying to get everything done before the deadlines come up. I think the hardest part its actually doing the application and answering the questions. Making sure you have everything that you need.
I am kind of getting tired of someone giving me attitude everytime i ask or say something about graduation or steaming my gown. I asked about that like two weeks ago. I knew i was already going to be busy working on my scholarships, and trying to get everything situated. But, i don't know what to do. I have to get my picture taking to ask Ms. Rodgers about invitations.
Im just getting overwhelmed super fast about everything. Time is going by fast. I dont like it at all. I want this to be my life forever. I am so not ready to go on my own and be a big girl. Thats not a bad thing either. Of course you will be at this stage like everyone else. So don't flatter yourself.
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